so now m=im with my mom house wathcing while my aunt terry is gone then as soon as she comes back shes leaving again...im going back to my dads house...that way this weekend i get to see thomas...he said he still loves and likes me..thats a start. o, glad it makes me happier to know that. i wish i would have seen him today its been 4 months. thats way to long and it would be 5 months if i dont see him this weekend...hopefully i will.i miss him so much ive been writing alot of poems about him and drawing . im getting good at both.