Hello all. I have to admit that I have been avoiding the diary for near to a month now. It's hard for me to constantly type out my feelings. Anyway, I'm back at school now so I'll keep it current. Today is my dad's 51st birthday, he looks 35. I threw up all day yesterday so I couldn't come to school when I was supposed to. Now it's a big deal that I'm a day late. Blah. I had a really wonderful Christmas. A good New Years. Then I found out that a girl I went to high school with killed herself on January 2nd. She was the most popular girl in the school. She was the valedictorian. She was supermodel beautiful. Her dad was a doctor. She overdosed on oxycotin (spelling?). It really puts things in perspective. Life is so freaking short and everything you do has a consequence. I decided (for good) that my major is business. It's not really what I want to do but I can't spend ten years in college. I could be dead in ten years. Things happen and you just have to grab life by the balls while you still have hand strength, you know? I coming back to school this semester with the attitude that I will de whatever it takes to get what I want. I quit my job at the ski resort after my first day. It was horrible. I'll continue later...