Listening to: My ears hurrrrt..
Feeling: sensitive
Went to the festival/concert thingy today.
Pretty boring. Antiskeptic were awesome, though.
I wish I could be a normal teenager. I wish I could jump around and make a fool of myself at concerts. I wish I could at least nod my head at concerts. I wish I could fucking breathe at concerts without worrying about what people are thinking of me.
Rachel made fun of me for "not liking fun and looking stupid doing nothing all night" and my eyes got all teary.
I hate my emotions.
It's funny. Everyone there had band shirts on, or plaid, etc, etc, and they all think they look so different.
But really, they all wear exactly the same things.
And they all do the same things.
And they all say the same things.
And they all think the same things.
It's depressing.
talk to me sometime,
[sidestepper]
Like what my punk-aspiring cousin said to me once "im getting my eyebrow peirced, kira, you wouldnt know about that, its called individuality"
i walk down the street and every second person i see has an eyebrow peircing...
So yes, I haven't died or anything like that. Heh.
Greeny xx
Greeny xx
Tis prettynees indeed.
You need to be proud of what you are. You're different to them, so who cares what they think? You don't whant to be a sheep do you?
:-p
Lucy x x x x x