Why am I always excluded? Even in tiny things. You're too young, you wouldn't understand, you wouldn't find it funny, you're not that kind of person, how the hell do you know?! No one knows me ANYWHERE (and just for the record I'm not even only referring to real life people *is pathetic*) People just assume this stupid shit about me. Okay, so I've never had a boyfriend, has anyone stopped to think that it isn't really MY choice? That I don't WANT it that way. That I'm just as normal as everyone else except I'm ugly and shy and nobody wants me? NO. I'm leaving on Sunday. Not that anyone cares. I don't want to go. It's just not worth it, I won't have fun just anxiety after anxiety. But hey, that's my life for you.