I wish my throat didn't hurt from screaming. I wish my uncle didn't see me like this. I wish he didn't care. I wish mum didn't care. I wish my family didn't care I wish everyone else did care. I wish I cared. I wish I didn't hurt people. I wish I didn't hurt. I wish I could vomit up the hurt in my stomach. I wish I wasn't so afraid of blood. I wish I wasn't so afraid of pain. I wish I could control my pain. I wish I could control my tears. I wish I could control my fears I wish I had a friend. I wish I had someone to love. I wish I had someone who loved me back. I wish I wasn't so alone I wish I was smarter. I wish I was funnier. I wish I was nice. I wish I was friendly. I wish I had social skills. (I wish I was a completely different person.) I wish I could cut myself. I wish I could kill myself. Fuck this. I wish I was never born