You definitely don't know what you've got till it's gone. I have NO friends. Online or offline. Rachel hasn't called in three weeks. I can;t keep up with all the work for school and it's stressing me out. ABOSULTELY NOBODY likes me. Even my cat. I can't find my blue teddy I've had since I was like.. one. ;_; Everything's just.. going wrong I'm sick of making suck a fucking effort towards some people and never getting anything in return. Go fuck yourself. And now I'm in a cry-into-my-pillow kind of mood, but it's stupid. It's a problem I have no way of solving. I have no one I can talk to about my feelings, and even if I did, it probably wouldn't even help. Even writing this doesn't help. I NEED HELP.