I luff the Get Up Kids so much. I'd forgotten. ;_; They make me want to go to sleep so I can fly among the clouds in beautiful dreams, and it wouldn't matter how miserable and lonely I am anymore, because it would just be me and the universe. There are so many amazing people around me, and I take them all for granted, I hate myself for that, more than anything. I hate myself for not LIKING the few people who do care about me. Fuck. I said I wouldn't whine. Hey, me breaking a promise. Bet you never saw that one coming. And crying at 1 am nightly is losing it's appeal.