I'M SICK OF THIS FUCKING ROUTINE

by wallflower
Feeling: fedup
I don't know how many more nights I can write these stupid fucking diary entries to NO ONE. And cry these STUPID FUCKING TEARS -ALL ALONE-. Everywhere I go I'm nothing. In real life, on the net. Never seen. Never noticed. Who cares? WHO CARES? NO ONE FUCKING CARES, NO ONE FUCKING GETS IT. I CAN'T DO TRHIS ANYMORE I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE I CAN%T DO THIS ANYMORE But what the fuck else is there? I wish I had the guts. I WISH I WASNT A FUCKING WIMP, then, not only would I no longer be a wuss, I'd NO LONGER EXIST. Pray. IWANTTOFUCKINGDIEIWANTTOFUCKINGDIEIWANTTOFUCKINGDIEIWANTTOFUCKINGDIEIWANTTOFUCKINGDIE. Yes, I know I'ma superficial selfish bitch. Rawk on.
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write them to me. you don't know me and maybe you need to talk to someone without worrying about how theyll react.
maybe not, and thats cool. but if you do ive been through [and still going through] rough times of my own and i might understand.
so if needed, im basically always around. have a nice day
[Anonymous]
Your not a selfish bitch. I don't want you wanting to die. You were one of my first friends on here when I first started. I haven't caught up with you and I feel bad. So right now I'm the selfish bitch.
*marlyn*
[Anonymous]