I just LOVE writing long suicidal entries and then getting embarassed and deleting them.. It makes me glow with happiness. Or is that 'patheticness'? Either or. I'm supposed to find out if/when I am going to that school soon, so there's something to be anxious about. Joy! =) Wait, double joy. my wonderful family is coming over tonight. Let's all go sing happy songs and hope THEY LOSE THEIR FUCKING VOICES AND DON'T ANNOY ME ALL NIGHT. It's times like these you wish people would leave you alone. Times like these being all the time. =/