I'm pushing my fingers into my forehead and then twisting my fingers with my other hand as a whole. I want to change something. I'm typing like mad and crying like crazy. I don't knwo twhat yto do.
Desperatedesperatdespereratedesperleta is it okay to know what its like to want dto die?
just give me a...
ok
nvm
well i read your entry
and encouraging advice should follow
its not following
mabe next time........
mabe next time........
mabe next time........
mabe next time........
mabe next time........
We should run away together. To South Africa. Or someplace.
Venus would be nice. I could deal with living on Venus. It turns the other way there. And a day is two hundred and seventy something days long. We could travel eastward and never see the sun again, living always in darkness, but in warmth.
Yeah, I'm head-fucked.
I must go and watch political films. Goodnight.
Do not die, you will regret it later.
Beth
[cicero]