....well I finally gave up wasting my time. I finally realized that 'us' is never gonna happen. grounded on a friday night. not so bad. I've got so much to do. I'm home alone right now. Kinda scary at times, cause someone broke into our house. AIMS is next week. "gotta pass, gotta pass" ahh the haunting echo in my head. when you yearn for something untouchable....you fall...hard... when you finally realize it's not really there. And for me it never was. It never will be. What a blind fool I am. Is it worth it can you even hear me Standing with your spotlight on me Not enough to feed the hungry I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now In this sea of lonely The taste of ink is getting old It's four o' clock in the fucking morning Each day gets more and more like the last day Still I can see it coming While I'm standing in the river drowning This could be my chance to break out This could be my chance to say goodbye At last it's finally over Couldn't take this town much longer Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be Now I'm ready to be free