I set out to sneak out of the house last night (1:30am)...no apprehension to get in a car with Mike and 3 strangers. And after I unlocked the back door, turned the phone on silent, fixed my bed to be the illusion of ME, and made sure there wouldn't be any traces ...i finally came to my senses. What the fuck got into me? .... I am going to tell someone that I love him *wish me luck* I'm not really expecting the response I want, but its something I just need to get out. I have a Dr. appt tomorrow to get my heart problems checked out. *wish me luck*(again) xtearstained99x: it feels like the world is mad at me xtearstained99x:do i get a trophy farrah:how is the world mad at you xtearstained99x:if i knew maybe the trophy would have a label 10:55 PM farrah:trophys are nice farrah:i have none! xtearstained99x:lol xtearstained99x:bbl farrah:k 11:00 PM xtearstained99x:goodnight farrah:night xtearstained99x:pronounced dead at 11:03pm