Meagan and I went to Kelly's house today. No one was home. I wanted to apologize to her for everything that happened in the past. Even if I would've turned away with the door slammed in my face. I wanted to tell her how much I have missed her as a friend. I wanted to tell her that I understood why she left...even if I didn't exactly agree with it. I know if I had it to do all over again, I wouldn't have let things end like that. I guess you can call it livin in the past or whatever, but I truly just wanted to make amends and I wish I would've had the maturity that I have now, then. you live and you learn Sometimes it's hard to understand how-exactly you can grow apart from someone you once knew so well. And you wanna know a secret...it still hurts to have lost Kelly. Her personality, is what made sopohmore year, one of the best years of my life. I was 25 minutes late to work today. I was making out with Kevin behind some random apartment building. haha Somehow I lost my target badge, and my favorite earing within that time. So anyways i can't stand target. I love the people, but the management is the shit. So I'm quitting soon. I might put my 2 weeks in tomorrow. I'm gonna be a nurses aid at the hospital. Well I am in the African American Bridge Minority Program at ASU. It has a lot of benefits for college. I'm really stressed about my life right now. I just want to get things taken care of. don't worry, be happy Abolish slavery, engage in death Gas fills the air, take your last breath Incinerated bodies a mile high Women and children, they were forced to die