alert!: there are sex lyrics on the internet. anyways, to sum up 5 months, I think I am finding out what love is and what it isn't. he gave me a pitbull grin i swallowed him WHOLE i put my conscious in the freezer i put my heart aside i watched him die. i watched myself lie. i watched myself hide. i watched myself die. i wanna go back to school. i want it to be fall break. i want my grades. i want i want i want i want i want i wanna leave.