kevin pissed me off tonight. so he walks all the way to my house. and he completely discarded my feelings. all i wanted was to talk he is my bff...and i really needed just his voice. but he was all over me instead when i wasn't feeling it... he backed away, but instead of talking about it he calls meagan and tells her to come i love meagan to death, but i didn't want her to come when i was pissed off because how fun could it possibly be for her... its just i think he should've talked about it with me first so i walked away, yelling and mumbling shit in the street and when meagan came, and we picked up nabih the only encouragement he could possibly say is "you have something to be happy about, YOU'RE ALIVE" wow, i can only imagine how great it must feel to be dead then. i fucking don't want to go to school tomorrow. i'm gonna go study, and get the drama outta my head. thank god.... tomorrow is another day.