As much as I want to scream till her face crumbles and her excuses pour from my head, I'm just going to give her the cold shoulder and place her in a pile with all the other fakes. If someone dares to cheer "TRUE FRIENDS" to me again I will plaster them against the kitchen stove and feed them to my 9 year old lil brother or maybe I'll just shave them bald and put granny panies over their head. When I'm hurt, I can be just as cruel and heartless. Enough has been done to make me this way. UGH AHHHH ARG HOLY FUCKING SHIT! I almost went a damn week without crying. My parents are stacking more crap for me to do... added to my list now is Chemistry, more SATS. I've already been working on singing gigs (*much thanks to Addy), poetry structures, learning the guitar, Alegbra 2, and past Geometry. O and I have 3 hours of drawing classes. I need another cold shower... I'll write about the postive things in my life later, I'm gonna go to sleep early and forget now pointless anger.