If I kill my brother I can only hope god will give me mercy... summer...dull summer days have made me more insane than before, yet I feel like I've grown up some in just this week. Went to IHOP today. Very HOT GuY there When mother comes back, Brittany is coming with her I suppose...Ena (brits mom) was so bitterly weak over the phone and the sad thing is, is that back home everyone is waiting for her to die. It sounds so vile to me. Chris sweet sweet Chris... he asked me to hang out but I can't get in touch with him. Hanging out would have to include me sneaking out of my house...not my favorite endeavor but he's leaving June 20th so yeah and then there's the other Chris...the brute we talked about the past again and this time I asked for explaination because he knows that he hurt me..."i think i just didn't know who i was going to pick" haha w/e he got left with nothing. He thought he could do better than *mwah but anyhow im over it. Nothing but dead petals in the blizzard... Well I'm really trying to keep in touch with everyone...but I don't think anyone really cares as much as I. Byron...g o n e. He's so depressed and I hate to hear him this way. He's going through so much and I wish I could help him.ive retired from stalking I LOVE MY ACOUSTIC GUITAR!!!!!!!!