10:30 finally I'm done with all my homework. Laughter soon became violently disturbing today. Making me wish I could recreate the movie "Carrie" and watch the pigs blood pour all over them. I've realized that we are victims of ourselves. Everything is an act. Even though today makes me what to seek revenge- watching everyone die at the end like Hamlet, I'm just going to blow it off. I've never felt so cold hearted until today, but I still have no remorse for the puny lil mutans. Let's see.. while my heart is not completly colored black I must remember those that helped me get through my miserable day. Tomorrow's Friday. I'm planning nothing special...prolly just sink into my own world. MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC.