As God Stares Astranged

by xchokeofbloodx
Feeling: heartbroken
does a true friend...keep driving when they see you running down the street? may i mention, throwing your arms in the air as a sign of HELP. STOP....um please??? i think not. infact, only a self-centered human being would just keep going... meagan and I got in a car accident. the guy thought it was fucking hilarious, and never pulled over. he left the scene, but God saw ugly and he will not get away with it. Some nice lady, wrote down the license plate, so WE will get the last laugh. kevin hurt me again. and i know if i let him back in my life, he will only keep hurting me. so I'm done. I won't let him bring me down anymore. I don't understand how you can claim to love someone, but go out of your way to hurt them. oh I try to think of all the things That I could do to let you know that I love you one day, i will get over him. i'm giving my life to God. i trust him, i know he would never l e t me g o empty - h a n d ed.
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aw dre...we will get that mother fucker...he doesnt know whats coming...as for kevin...well for what he did today he really changed the way i thought about him...he isnt worth it...no guy is. i know it hurts..but someday there will be someone else....someone better in ur life who will treat u the way u should be treated...and u will look back on this day and laugh...everything will be fine...thats what i keep telling myself..
wow. are we going into the whole "true friends" thing again? i drove down the road seeing you waving your arms about and i wonder what the fuck, sure. then i see meagan pulled over with a cop and again, what the fuck. i certainly dont think it'd been appropriate if i pulled over WITH the cop and stuck my nose in your business?
you had my number in your phone but you didn't think to call me for help except to call me self-centered on this diary.
and by the way, i called meagan 10 minutes later in some random neighborhood road and left a message and texted her asked her if she was pulled over for speeding or accidently running a light.
but gee, jumping to conclusions and saying i dont care is a great way, andrea. even if i was there, i wasnt a witness to the hit and run nor would i be of any use in dealing with the cop. thanks for blaming me.
AND, if i might fucking add, today i see you and elecka and i wave, you dont have the decency to wave back but just look right through me? maybe a little, "i saw you yesterday, why didn't you stop to see why i was walking on the side of the road?"

cut the bullshit and say that i'm self-centered to my face IN PERSON just because i was oblivious to the fact that you two were just involved in a hit and run.