Twenty Pink Occasions

slow customers irritate me. it should never take more than 5 minutes to get your money ready. and if you have a problem with the price don't buy it. jeeze. greg came to my job today...of course dressed in his military uniform. he looked at me with those gorgeous blue green eyes, and i thought i could cry. he asked to see me again, but i said no. friday i didn't go to school. i was so happy, because i had so much work, and so all i did was sleep all day. And when I woke up, I went to work for only 4 hours. i bought a corset. it's so effin pretty. i would almost be bold enough to wear it in public, but i ain't tryin to turn that many heads if you know what i mean. so yesterday, kevin made me feel really special. he bought me flowers and dinner...got all dressed up and actually wore cologne. He told me, that i will be the first person that he ever trusts completely. when we got home, we were on the phone and he came up with the idea to write each other how we see ourselves in our future together. mine ended up being 2 pages. i think i could've wrote a book. he told me that he regretted ever breaking up with me. well i want to get him something special, but i don't know what. tomorrow is my mom's birthday. i bought her a bunch of girly things, but i think i'm gonna go get her some roses. meagan and i were supposed to go on a double date kinda thing tonight with keith and kevin, but my mom decided to make up a new rule that I can't out fri, sat, and sun. It's really not too much to handle. It's not like I go out and get drunk like a fool and party all weekend. i really want to do something special for mel. she is such a great friend and person, and she is constantly getting screwed over by others. bleh. it pisses me off actually.
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alright, but if YOU ever knew me, for those times when i WAS there for you, i still can't believe you'd think i wouldnt care. we both changed unbelieveably, sure, but you made it sound as if i was scum. now i know you basically deleted my phone number and any chance of reaching out for help if you were in trouble in the future.

sorry, enough of talking through diaries. you're right, it'd be awkward talking to you in person.