I dont really think of this as a diary for me.. I kind of think of this a message board featuring me. You know internet public diaries arent really diaries because diaries, I think, are for your deepest darkest thoughts that you dont want anyone to know about. I never really liked putting my real problems that I wanted only me to know in a diary becaue I think the only safe place for them is in my thoughts. Thats the one place no one can look at but me. I do like this sit diarie though, I like to be able to come somewhere to just talk about my day or whats on my mind. Here I can just say what ever and not stumble over words.. here it sounds perfect, well at least how I want it to sound. To everyone else they may seem I am the slowest person in the world, but who cares what everyone else thinks. I think the only opinion that should matter the most to you is yourself. There is no reason to change the way I dress because someone else, who matters to me, thinks that I looked stupid or to weird. I fi think I dress fine then I am going to keep dressing that way. You know what I mean? Woa.. I wondered way off topic.. hrmm.. well now I dont really want to talk about the original topic lmfao.. later..