[I was fine, but then they had to go say something which made my feeling fine change..] Ok well Today there is this valentines day dance at my school, and I am not going. I am decorating it, but not going. I didnt even want to go, before I used to love dances but now with the style of dancing where you have to go and hump everything makes me not want to go. The dance is run by Student Council, and I am on that, so I am just decorating it. Then my mom and step dad make a big deal about how I am not going to the dance just decorating it. I just told my mom that I would be gone at like 5 because I am decorating the dance. Then she says Oh youre going to the dance! What boy asked you? then I kept trying to tell her that I am not going to the dance. Then she goes and tells Ron [step dad] that I am going and they just arent listening to me. Then I finally get it through their heads that I am not going I am just decorating. then they say are you not going because you dont have money? i have money here, go to the dance.. what are going to wear...[and it goes on...] I kept telling them that I dont want to go and that i am not going that I just want to decorate. then they say.. did you not get asked to go? I said No, and that I didnt want to go anyways. But then it hit me, I actually didnt get asked to the dance. That didnt even occur to me before, so now I am all sad and shit because my keeps getting on me about boyfriends and dances and not to mention Valentines Day. Now because of her constant nagging, all I can think about is how I dont have a boyfriend to take me to the dance and to spend Valentines Day with. Thank you mom, youve unknowingly made my life a little harder... [Ist it ironique?] My mom wants me to have a boyfriend, but when I do get one I gurantee you that she will want me to be boyfriendless again. I have had boyfriends, I just dont tell her because she irritates the crap out of me. [Friends] I know she wants us to be "friends" but that would never happen because she isnt my friend, shes my mom, and it is impossible to be both. Here is an example of when I was trying to be friends with here. I was talking to her about things that I wouldnt normally talk to her about, I usually talk to my friends about, and in the middle of our converstation she licks her thumb and reaches over and wipes my face off. What friend that you would have at school or where ever do that? Only a mom would. [anyways] Now I am sad because of her. I know it sounds like I am just blaming her, because I am, but it sort of her fault. she had to bring up all that stuff and now its all I can freakin think about. RAWR [I am going to be super pissed if I grow old to be an old spinster with 24 cats with stupid names]