[I know they are trying to help but they arent making things easier] Today it seemed like all my friends would talk about is how they thought they knew how i felt [about that guy crap]. I know all they want to do is help but they arent making this easier on me. They keep telling me that they both arent worth it...but thats how they feel, not me. Just because they dont like them doesnt mean i don't. Then they come to the conclusion --after bringing in some strange girl into the conversation-- that I think I have to choose one of them. If i didnt like them then I would say no straight up, or if I only liked one of them then my problem would be solved, but thats not the case, and they think i dont realize that i can just say no. If it were that simple then I wouldnt be writting in here at 2 am because i couldnt sleep! [lmfao.. i really cant sleep] But yea.. they just keep talking about all this thinking they know how I feel. They cant possibl understand this. Sure they may have been in a simlar situation once before, but its not the same. Its kind of like if i were to just say i know how someone is feeling when they want to end their life...which wouldnt be true because i have never been suicidal. Sure i can guess off of what they tell me on how they feel and try to help but i wouldnt know. you know what i mean? grrawrgr..Well I have about 4-5 more hours to think about this before I have to go to school and face this all again!! I really didnt want to face this at all today but I did and all my friends can do is judge me on why I did that and then assume how I feel. ["The motto was just a lie. It says home is were the heart is, but what a shame cause everybodys heart doesnt beat the same. We're beating out of time."] ~Green Day Jesus of Suburbia