i dont get this, at all. why is it when i am finally happy and with someone everyone wants to tell me how they like me? i just dont get it sometimes. i mean, guys that i used to like a lot are just now telling me how they feel about me. [double you tee eff] when im lonley no one wants me, but when im not lonely everyone wants me. well thats how it seems.
well heres the thing. this boy that i was strung up over last year, but i got over, started talkin to me again. now hes all like "i like you and blah blah". but hes just too late now, and hes not getting it. i have a boyfriend now, that i happen to love very much and i wouldnt let anything get inbetween us. he tells me we would be together forever, and i believe him when he says it. im finally happy, and this guy thinks he can come in and mess that up? and its not just him. its alot of my guy friends. well i thought they were friends.. if they really were "my friends" they would just be happy for me right? and not say that "i need to be wiht them or they wont talk to me anymore" or that "i would be happier with them" and all this. some of my best friends im loosing. i hate this. I always said that i would put my friends before my boyfriend, coz "friends are forever" but they.. they just arent coming first now. they put me in a situation that i didnt want to be in, and they shouldnt have done that. all i want is my friends back, but i dont think they are ever coming back because i have a boyfriend now, and its not them. they were too little too late. theyre tellnig me things now that i wanted to hear a year ago. i moved on with them as my friends. some of the bestest friends i ever had. but now they cant seem to even look at me.
i lost my life when i got this new one.