aha.. omg today was a good start for me to be moving on from the one i cant have.. Well this morning my buddy Mike.. hes real cool, and funny but i like him only as a friend.. tells me he is jelous. and I ask why? and he says "because i like you and your heart is with someone else" [I tell him all my guy problems cuz we close like that lol] and I dono how I am gonna go to school tommarrow actin like nothing happened right there.. he just told me he likes me.. I dono what to say that!! Hes gonna be 17 too, and I dont think I could go with a 17 year old when I am only almost 15. Then my girl Nina wants me to go out with her brother loy really badly, and i guess he likes me, I am not sure. But he is real nice too! [see my diarie dieinginside for his pic.] Then people keep coming up to me telling me that Earl wants to get back with me. Me and him still talk to, we are still friends, and he hasnt said anything so I am just not gonna bring it up because I will say no!! lol.. not going back there, but I will be his friend, he is nice :) Then Eduardo keeps callin me his girlfriend and askin me out, and i keep saying nO!! because of what happened with him and Manal.. thats something that will make me say no, because i worry he might make me do the same -and he is strong he could literally make me if he wanted to. Then today at lunch I was talking with Joeseph [hes my upperclassmen buddy..hes HILARIOUS] and we were shooting pickles and stuff like that at his friends, and I didnt even know them lmfao. But then his friends come over and we all started talking about just stupid crap. and at this point Jessica, Nicole, and Sarai left the table lmfao so its me and all these guys. And we were just acting stupid. And this guy Arnesto, he intorduces himself to me [forgetting that we've actually already met lmfao] and Joe he ggoes to Arnesto and says "I am speaking for jade. I have a penis" lmfao and Arnesto goes "do you realy?" and I say no.. of course and he goes "oh ok becaue then i was gonna say you are one hot dude" and then he asks me out!! :D haha. Then people were coming up to me saying "you go with Nathanal" and I say NOOOOOOOOOOO cuz eww NO gross.. and they say he is tellin people that we go together! NOOOOOOOOOOOO GROOSSSS EWWW NOOO At the end of the day nina and nicole say to me dang jade everybody up in this school likes you, and i dont mean as a friend [ I had told them about all this that happend. cuz they my girls, and i cant talk to mike about it now cuz it would be kinda weird now lol.