[wow.. today was crazyness. My friends at school try to help me and everything and they give me advice but they dont get what I am going through...] Ok today.. continuing with those guy problem of mines... well the second guy hes in a lot of my classes and we talk and everything.. but I was real busy meeting with counslers and such that i didnt get a chance to talk to him. So i just figured I would talk to him at swim because i wasnt going to swim today, and he hardly ever swims someweeks. First I had to talk to my girl Nina about something, and then she busted out with "Girl I will pretend to be your lesbo lover if you really cant work up to talk to these guys" [lmfao I was laughing so hard..but I passed on that.] Then she said quietly "Look whos here" I had a feeling who it was.. guy number 2...[lol i feel so stupid calling them that.. i do know their names though.. just not saying lol] and he wraps his arms around me and stuff...then guy number 1 saw us sitting there together and everything.. he was watching me like a hawk. Honestly I think he is pissed off at me, and i dont blame him he has every right to be. Trust me on this one! lol. Then I got to talking to #2.. and I told him I couldnt. I couldnt do that to Kristie because he had just broke up with her.. and I cant confirm this or anything but my friends told me she was crying up in first hour today. I would feel so bad.. so I talked with him for a long time about that. Then my friends think that I feel like I have to go out with one of them. Shoot I know I dont have to do anything I dont want to do. If I didnt like any of them I wouldve told them straight up that nothing is ever gonna happen. #2 knows all about #1.. but ya I didnt exactly tell 1 about 2 lmfao..i feel real bad about that but I think he knows now. Then I talk to Kristie and she already had a new boyfriend [dang they move along quickly] and she doesnt care what happens with him. But then there was rumors [already after one friggin day!] about him tryin to spin the game on me. AND she also told me this interesting little thing..she said he said [im talking about 2 still] that he goes with this one girl, but he dont know her name. what the heck? and he is trying to get with me.. sorry but if hes tryin to pull one on me he has another thing coming.