Listening to: Green Day
Feeling: placid
[For someone who is so religous, and believes in the lord so much... well let me say this he has committed a lot of sins...]
Well my "friend", I dont call him my friend no more.. I just wish I never knew him. Nathanal.. my supposidly friend is such a dang backstabber and liar, and AHH he just makes me so angry.
He finds out things that concern me, things that he should tell me about, but no. He doesnt tell me about these rumors, he just spreads them, and when I confront him he tries to spin it around and blame it on someone else, like I am some fool. Then his problems in life, that he puts me in the middle of, he blames on me. All his little mis-fortunes are my fault. Like he is going around telling people its my fault his girl friend dumped him. no.. its not true. Those two put me in the middle of all their problems, they dragged me in, so I was trying to be a good friend and help them. but not once did I ever say to his girlfriend "you should just break up with him". When she had a problem I helped her with it, and all her problems were with him. He was driving her insane, so how is that my fault he is such a J.K.A? its not my problem that she dumped him.. she didnt wanna be with him anymore, so what do you do when youre in a relationship and you wanna get out? you break up and thats what she did, and thats what she was gonna do regardless of what I were to say. But according to him his problems are my fault. He just cant accept responsibilities for what he screwed up he has to go blame me for them.
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He is spreading rumors about me and earl too, and I know its him because everyone who has heard it came up to me saying Nathanal said... They didnt hear form no one else but him. He keeps sayin Earl told him these things.. he doesnt even talk to Nathanal.. according to him, and Id like to believe him.. but i dont know at this point.
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Apparently Nathanal has been tellin his family that we went out! WTH I didnt ever ever ever like Nathanal like that in my life. He is too.. urrmm, whats the word?..backstabbing for me. When we were friends, he used to tell me other peoples secerets saying I aint supposed to say nothing but... Right then I knew he was a backstabber, thats why I never really told him anything that I didnt want people to know. The only place your secerets are safe are in your mind
He is always talking about he will never commit a sin in his life, and how he believes in god so much, and how he pratically lives in church. Well he is so full of crap, because lieing -as far as i know- is a sin. and he is full of lies, i cant trust a word he says no more. He lied to his family. He little sister told my girl that he goes with me when they were talkin on the phone. I know I can trust her word too, she has never lied to me yet, as far as i can tell, and shes been there for me.
He just made me so friggin angry today.. he really pushed me over the edge. Just yesterday when he kept talking stuff about me to people and i could hear I just snapped on him, and my friends all pulled me away, but I am not just gonna let him sit there and talk lies about me when I know I can do something about it.
There goes another friendship that I have lost this year...
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