I feel stupid, sad, regretful, and I could go on all day with this.. Moving along.. icons are a.jade.original.creation.2005 I liked someone, and he liked me back and yet when he asked me out I hesitated and said no. I was afraid of what might have happened, instead of just being happy for what couldve been. For the longest time he has been all I could think about.But he has moved on, and has a girlfriend -a friend of mine from school- who knew my situation with him. Now I regret ever saying no because I have loked and lost and I dont think I could ever take any of it back. Now everytime I see them together, and hear him talk about her I crumble inside because I realized that that couldve been me, but no.. I am too stupid to see what was there infront of me before it was too late. Its like me and him already went out and now I am hurting to see him with someone else.. but we didnt go out because of me. I hate that I cant be open to someone when it has to deal with matters of my heart. I can only blame myself because I make things harder for me.