I can't believe it but I leave in 23 days for 3 weeks and i will be all by mylself with strangers in a different part of the state unfamiliar to me. freaking out? .. urm.. maybe lol. I want to go no doubt about that. This is the best opportunity ever for my future, but for three weeks all I will have is myself, and phone calls to my friends. which btw is free for me if you call my dorm room :p just an fyi I am gonna miss my friends. but it is only 3 weeks, and im sure that they will fly by.. right? but for three weeks i wont be able to go skate boarding with lisa, and darren, and ricci, and zeus and all those other peoples. but I talk to them like every day on the phone, and i am sure that that wont change during those three weeks. but i am just nervous.. i dono why because i am super independent, and i am used to being, and doing things by myself. but still.. living by myself on STATE street.. the street where i can get into a lot of trouble on. this is just crazyness.. oh and 19 days until i am 15