ok well Today is my last entry... and I dont know what to say.... but i donno I just really like Richard... I feel soooooo stupid of some of the things I say to make life easier for other people...and then ... you find out outta 1/3 I could have had the world in my hand thats how great my life whold have been. but NO. have have to say four stupid words.... Dont worry about me. God im am sooooo fucked! and I am soo mad at my self I cried! I love Richard sooo much! :D .....omg.... I think.... no wait. i dont want to think! grrr! i cant belive I did that! edit: if anyone hsa heard of the adams song - Blink-182 PLEASE send it to me