Listening to: SUM 41 - There's No Solution
Feeling: abandoned
okay..
I got in trouble, for staying up on msn untill... 1:30 or 2 in the morning... and yet, even if I wasn't on the computer I wouldn't have been able to fall asleep, because the jacusi tub was running all night, and it's so loud in my room.. ugh. whatever, I don't care, it's just annoying.
This morning I went to church :)
Apparently, my mother signed me up to help out in the skit because they needed an "Angel".. I really think my mother is taking my middle name way to far.. like Yah, my middle name is Angel, but Does that mean every time someone has a role for an angel, I need to be the chosen one?
Today we were talking about the Tsunami disaster.. I feel so bad for all those people... like there whole life was there, and then a wave comes and kill's everything. What If It is going to happen again? Alastair had told me that he had heard people saying that they will at least have to spend a minimum of 15-20 years re-building everything that got destroyed. I would be so scared if were to be living there, I don't even think I would beable to fall a sleep, just having the though of a wave like that comming again. Patricia, Tim, Alastair, Nicki, and I were thinking about doing a bake sale at our church to raise some money and give to Tsunami, Heather said that we can give at least $100.00 from our youth group fund and Stacey.. lol... she said that we should do a car wash.. in the dead cold... she was just joking though... well I hope so, because I get cold way to quickly.
Everyone in my house keeps leaving me... and it is getting so0o0o lonely. like... My mom, since she is now bact to work, she has to work late, my step-Dad is stuck on a late shift, and Matt... he get's to stay in T-cona for the night, and even if he was going to be here with me.. I would still be alone, because we don't talk... I feel so stupid about that.. like we're both old enough to realise that it's stupid to argue over little things.. I dont know.. I just wish we got a long... like 7th Heaven... they all get a long. I know it's a television show, but some family's get along like that.
..me and my silly wishes...
I think I should go help my mom make supper
--LAtER dAYS PEOPLES--
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