I feel soooo stupid, well really, I dont feel stupid... i AM stupid.
...I told Jessie somethign that I promised I wouldn't tell anyone, and well I felt really bad, and so I kinda told her.. and then she told Damian... so now I think that he is going to hate me, for like good now..
ugh think SUCKS SO MUCH... I hate this.. I wish I never told, because now im the bad person...
I just wish he doesn't hate me. I wish Jessie doesnt hate me too.
ugh.. I want to go somewhere, but I dont know where anything is, and I feel like taking a bus to transcona, so that I could basically run away from my problems, but then i know that when i come back i'll have to deal with them.
It's so0o0o0o nice out, I want to go and do something with someone... well I did make plans with Melanie and Damian, but I have this feeling that Damian won't want to do anything with me...
ugh.. im going to go to my closet, yes, my closet, it is when I cry my eye balls out.
--Steph