..UGH! I hATE MYSELF!!! I wish I were diffrent in so many ways... nothing to change, just to improve.. I feel sooo stupid right now! I actually got over 2 guys and now I really really like Chris.. He is sooo nice, and funny!! but i really like him, and wow.. I ahve heard the words "I dont like her" or "I dont like you that way" sooo many times!!! ..it feels like I like him more then the last guy I liked, and I really liked him. ...my eyes are burning.... either I haven't gotte enough sleep, or else lately i have been crying to much... ..My mom was in the hospital... she came home on Tuesday.. I was very happy... but she says she is still in a lot of pain. Then my step-dad got bumped... now I dont get to see him... its so gay... and yet his job was the reason why we moved! I wish I never moved!!!!! Tomorrow Steph said she migth come over... and then.. at 7/7:30- Damian wants me to go to his hockey game, so i'll probably go watch him and Chris .....I'm not going to go alone though.. ..well my mom needs my help so I better go.. bUh-bYE