Listening to: Def Leppard - Animal
Feeling: horrible
Well My weekend has been poopy.
With Kyle and me. We are completely over. I think that really hurts me, becuase I really had liked him.
The other part that tore me apart was when I was asked to ask someone who i really liked, if he liked me. So I asked him if he like me a little bit more then a friend, and he said "well i kinda already like someone else..." those were the exact words. I dont really understand why it had hurt me so much.. like I was obviously over my head with him... and I knew he didn't like me.. like come on. why would he?
Im in a poopy mood now, and I want to cry. but then I can't. I donno If I think about him, yah the words hurt me.. but he makes me feel so good about myself that I can't cry..I just get a half smile.
<3Steph