Fuck. I don't like burger king. and I dont like boys. At least right now, I feel like I dont even want to look at any guy I look at or come acroos... except i this school it is impossible, because all the guys here are so frigging hot..and all my flipping teachers are guys. okay. Wow. what an ass. He was suppose to hang out with Justine at spare, but he ditched her. last night I invited him to come to Subway with me... and well I thought he was sick, so i was going to call him and see how he was doing.. but like soon as we sit down and starrt eating our subs. I looked out the fucking window. There he was. Him and his fag friend. GOD. I felt so fucking rejected! I wanted to cry, but I didn't because I was with Justine, Em, Mel, and Bre. and then all these hot guys and pretty girls were there too... so after when we finish our subs, Justine and Em walked to burger king... and we sat with them. I didn't even look at him. I didn't say anythign at all. and then when I was walking to my MM class, I walked RIGHT past him. grr. I want to cry, and I want to scream but I also want to be right there with him in his arms... ...God I love that child. but I also dont know what to do.... ...I am so hopeless.