For the past month things have been different, they have been together..more then usual; actucally more then ever. yes it hurts, Maybe it is jealousy. But i miss her. It seems that most of the time they'll talk to me when we're alone.. but when we are all together, Im Invisable. They lean over me to talk, make plans infront of me only involving themselves. Maybe other too? but they aren't to sure yet. I'll walk with them, but i'll only trail. I don't get the privilage to walk along their side. Am I not good enough? People say im over reacting. but honestly; I really dont think im not. Im just trying to think..are they going to stay like this for a long time? or are they actign like this because of teh recent situations? Im sorry. To me.. it seems like She has to be above it all. This has happened before, except She didn't break the bond of friendship. but somehow, She came up from behind and got the goal. Is it because She want to be friends with everyone? Does she just have to be better then me? or does She just tend yo do this? Thats whast puzzeling me. I wish She would be herself, and not be everything.