I dont know what to type... all I know is that I am suppose to be studding for my science test tomorrow... that I will be failing, just to write a head of time. ...I got 22.5/33 on my graphics test(70%) and well I have to take it again, untill I pass the test, with a minimum of 75%.. ugh he annoys me... sometimes. My mother keeps rumming my horrible grades in my face.... I find this whole thing so weird though, because in Transcona, I'll pass with grades that are in the 80's... but here I'm getting in the 60s/70s... and then wow.... I eat SO mych more here... ugh. ...Mainly.. all of my friends are going to the Valentines dance tonight... it is in like... 40 min. and I'm not going... even though everyone is like yelling at me to go.. I donno... I dont feel like going... because I don't feel loved....I am not loved. I wish I could go and see my friends from transcona soon, but I don't think it will be happening. I hate it now, because my mom want to be 'involved' yet every night, I am all alone.. like, tonight... my mother is comming home at 10:00-10:30.. or something like that... and then my dad works untill... 1:00am? like god. At least when I lived in Transcona, I would get to hang-out with Steph everyday afterschool... and now... it is always "see yah tomorrow Jen" like yah I guess they're always busy and junk, its just... 8( I miss my transcona friends so much! ok, well I'm going to go get dressed up, so that something might cheer me up. I wish Braden, Richard, Chris, or Damian would ask me to be their valentine, because I like Chris Repas, Richard Gagne, Damian Morias, and Braden Beyers so much!