Well lately everything has been crazy.. but.. crazy good. I still think about you, and wonder how you are doing. I wish we don't have to drift appart like this. I love you as if you were family. I know we will never be the same again, and I know that because the people you are with probably think I am a complete bitch. But I am not. I just got stuck in a bad situation as someone said. When I am alone, and actucally get to think. All of our good time will come into my mind, and it brings a tear to my eye, because of how we were so close and everything.. But when I am with other people, they tell me I should ahve neevr been with you, and to just forget and move on. but I can't. You have always been in my life, and I wont be able to just drop you like that.