hey, hey im bac srry i haven't written in this god for saken thing in for months seems like for a year but hey o well. i miss writting in this a lot. but hey i have been so fuckin busy baby-sitting n all and doing homework n doing shit around the house but yeah so fucking bored u'll know wat i mean!!!!! rite.... rite. well anywayz god i gotten so damn depressed lately that i wish i could just die. sumtimes i want to kill myself but things stop me!!!! god damn reasons to stop!!!!! well i am at a frends now having a blast. LOL Rtie Jessica LMFAO!!!!! so yeah well i am baby-sitting on friday. ( New Years) also i just got a fat check for working 5 hours i love working at my aunts work getting minimum wage!!!!!! i Love getting payed money!!!!! well i gots to go!!! Love ya'lls much!! Bailie*