hey hey!!! well it's been a while since i have written in here but i am now so don't worry!!! lol um.... well first off i just want to tell people to take off my other damn diary name!! i made it so i could write my real thoughts down but now i can't cause you can see that i write in there but not acually read them!!! UGH!!! just please take it off your friend list that would be great!!! :D lol anywayz!!! um.... nothing much has happened since i last wrote just school being really gay and yea!! volleyball is starting to get really boring and i really don't want to go to it anymore! lol um.... let's see here.......... um..... well i broke up with jake.(i think i wrote that in my last one but oh well)and i was going to talk to chris and all and well he's never on and now i think he is a lying bastard!!! on september 30,2005 he drank yes drank(cause he thought it would make him feel a lil' bit better!!) and got into an accident cause he went into a ditch! ok who the fuck drinks at age 16!!!! seriously!!! god im so pissed at him and he has been ignoring me for the past 2 weeks so screw him i fucking hate him! well this weekend i went to this cabin on norway lake(by games lake) and if was fun but i kinda wanted to be home this weekend but whatever my rents made me go!!ERRR lol um... i dunno what else to say..... oh um.. friday night i went to the movies with jessica and her cousin. some other people were going to come they didn't have the ride or thir dad wouldn't bring them:( but we saw the emily rose one lol!! i have seen it twice now. the first time with my friends and then jessica and her cousin! it was great i had fun!! lol oh next weekend is neens birthday party and i am unsure what to get her!!! lol :S so yea. well i think that is it! im going to go now! ttyl byebye love yas much y'all!!! ~Bailie~