ok today my frend Sophie n i got into a fight n we are supposed to go bowling!! now i am unconfortable going cuz i yelled at her for letting my cuz come when she just like invited herslef... i don't know the whole storty n i don't want to because i didn't want her to come at all n i knew that she would try anything in her power to come!! Gosh i hate this.... now i probably hurt my frends feelings n hurt my cuz i didn't want to hurt anyones feelings!! they just asked me how i would feel if my cuz came. i mean, was i supposed to sit bac n be left out while they had fun?? NO i don't want that cuz it is always seems that way when my cuz is around!! i just wish i could yell at my cuz to get her own frends n that i can't believe that she always does things with the frends i had first!!!! i mean.... UGH :( i hate it!!!! (TEARS) i wish i had a frend that would understand this problem but they are all frends with my cuz so how am i supposed to tell them when they might go tell her wat i say. it's happened b4 n it made matters worse!! if anyone has this same problem give me a holler ight!!! well i gots to go!! peace out ~Bailie~