this is a poem i found that kinda relates to how i pretty much feel about guys that i have loved and dated.... ... Now everything is over, Everything is through, And I am left sitting here Not knowing what to do. I've cried so much my tears run dry, And all because of you. Your words burnt through me, Like acid rain, I can't believe this is true, A sad sorry tear drips through my vein. I feel so sorrowful, so dejected, The words ring through my head, I am so damn affected, By everything you say and all that you do, Why can't I let go, I want to be happy too! Even now, I know it's all over, I still sit, wishing, Every time my phone rings, it's you, Every time I see your face, That this all wasn't true. When I see you smiling I feel so much jealousy Why do I keep crying? And how you can go on happy, Why can't I stop crying? Why can't I be smiling? Why is it I have to keep lying? About my emotions, and how I'm dying. It kills me to see you, Yet for some reason I want to, I can't believe what's inside of me, My false hopes are still there, There too strong to shake away. I want to move on And smile a true smile, I want all my deep feelings to be gone, But it's not as simple as you think it may be, This is the hardest thing ever for me well there ya go... tell me what you think of it!! thanks love always, Bailie