god i feel like i am hated by everyone!! yeah you know what Janine if you read this, hopefully you will, but you know what it meant NOTHING!!!! i was just fooling around and yes i do like chris and if you have a problem with it then tell me but you know I'm not that sorry!! well today i went to sophies and i had a blast!! i got sun burnt though!! :( oh well i don't really care it doesn't hurt!! :P but i had fun!!! god you know what i don't care what you think cause it's me and i knwo what i am doing and how far to go!!!!! it's not of your damn business!! unless i tell you about it and need help with what i have gone through but this no!!! stay out im sick of you thinking oh you're such an inisant person well you know what everyone seems the way other people think!!! ugh god i just want to go onto a corner and cry my eyes out!! no i feel guilty cause everyone hates me so i'm just going to shut everyone out!! ok now you don't have to worry about me!!