hey, ugh god y did u have to make my life so damn bad!! i know other ppl have this problem too but y me i don't need to get all these problems now not ever really!!! ugh i have this frend "bella" and she keeps thinking that i hate her but i don't i hate my other frend "bess" b cuz she jus doesn't get it when i wanted to do sumthing wit her but she chooses to do sumthing wit my other frend "bella"! when i asked her to do sumthing FIRST!!!!!! GOD this always happens. "bess" always does sumthing wit "bella" n never really seems to wanna do wumthing wit me!! (TEARS)!!!!! but wat made me happy was that my frend jessica made me happy cuz she made me relize sumthing that none of my other frends have never done. THANKS JESSICA!!!! i luv ya (not literaly) but u know wat i mean!!! it's like i can't believe anything anyone says anymore!! now where have i seen this writing b4?? oh yeah in a entry i wrote b4!!! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING AGAIN?!?!?! IT'S MAKING ME MAD!!!! GRRRRRRRRR...... im getting so mad i jus wanna punch sumone in the face!! that is how mad i am or i might as well punch the wall so i don't get into trouble punching sumone in the face! i feel so alone i wish i could jus wish myself away n NEVER come bac. watch everyone from behind n see wat life is like without me!!! yeah maybe i should it seems to be better without me!! no one wants me unless....... no one wants me!! only god does up in heaven i think he would enjoy me more then ppl on earth!! sorry pl that aint' going to happen i am going to try n stay a live till i am good n ready to die so ur gonna have to stick wit me fer awhile!!!! oh how tragic huh?? u were hoping i would die but NO i am staying alive!!! (wishing i could die though!!) well this weekend we did shingling on our roof. that was soo fun it rocked!! i got to go on the roof!! it's a pretty different veiw than wat it is on the ground! then yesterday (saturday) robin n i went to see guess who. i already saw it but she wanted to see it so i went wit her. it ws kinda boring beings i already saw it but o well! today was boring n depressing but it's how my life is DEPRESSING!!! oh well.... nothing much more to write so i think i am going to go!!! luv ya world ~Bailie~