hey.... nothing going on here jus have people over helping wit our roof. we're getting shingles done. school was so tiring!! today well wednesday, i think it was wednesday, we had this nwea testing and i didn't finish well today i finished n i got a 237. yay that rocks!!! so much better this time than last time. well i pretty ticked off at a frend of mine but she thinks she didn't do anything wrong. WRONG!!! she did, n it makes me mad when i asked her to do sumthin, she goes around n and asks or i should say they planned it but anywayz she asks me if i wanna go but she jus doesn't get it. i mean if u don't wanna do sumthin wit sumone else that wants to do sumthing with u JUS TELL THEM THE TRUTH!!!! y is that so hard i mean it hurts being lyed to and lying to sumone else that u wish u didn't lie but it is too late sayiing srry cuz u get into a fight er sumthing. y'all know wat i mean?!?!but it jus burns my behind that i ask her to do sumthing n she says that she is goign to the movies with her frends INSTEAD!!!!!!!!!!!! IT HURTS!!!!! god sumtimes i wish that i different frends so that this wouldn't happen since my cuz n i are the same age n have the SAME frends i wish SUMTIMES i had different frends cuz everything has to include her, always it's never jus me n my frend it has to include my cuzin!!! got i wish i could jus DIE!!!!!!!!!!!! who would like to do the honors?? anyone well get bac to me so then u can!! now i am more depressed cuz not only my frends reject me the guy i was hoping to date well ani't going to happen so who ever read my diary on that, it's not going to happen so srry for those that had high happiness for me!! didn't really need it but THANX!! i could write in here ferever but i can't i have to go pizza is here!!! peace out world!! luz yas much ~Bailie~ p.s i still wish i could die!! sorry miriah that u had to read that i know how much u hate to see me write this!! SORRY!!!!