random thoughts.....(not copying people on this i wanted to)

Listening to: none
Feeling: pained
well i just wanted to write some of my thoughts down. they are kinda like poems but not really..... i dunno how to explain it! well here it goes...tell me what ya think i guess..... [thought 1]... when life hands you problems, just try and solve it one step at at a time. [thought 2]... when life put our break up infront of me, i've taken little steps to help get over it, but when i think about it, it makes me sad cause i miss "you" [thought 3]... you, the one i thought, told me that YOU loved ME, i guess that was just all a lie. [thought 4]... it hurt to think that we are over, but everyone says that it'll take awhile to get over you, but they are wrong! I loved you too much, that i think i will have a spot in my heart that will always love you. yea some thoughts i wrote down cause i was kinda thinking of derek and i know i shouldn't have been it's hard....(sighs) gonna go ttyl byebye love always, Bailie
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Hey Bailie! Well i guess i dont know exactly how you feel but i think i feel pretty close! How no matter what he is going to say or do or what ever you will always have that spot for him that will always love him... and for some odd reason no amount of time is going to heal it! And i am sorry that you have to go through it but it will get better bailie! it wont go away but it will get better! I went through it with cody and now u and derek and i
(conintue) know that what me and cody went through is not even half of u and derek but trust me... just lean on the people who are there for support and it will get better! Love ya bailie! And i am so totally here for u to talk to! I care!!
Love ya!!
xoxo
Sophie
ok Bailie. i really dont know you very well, but heres what im gonna say. that spot in your heart is always going to keep on loving him, no matter what happens. the first person you love always keeps part of your heart. I know cause of experience. all you can do is try to make the best of it, and lean on your friends. theyll help you through it. keep trying to smile; it helps a little bit.
God bless you!
-Levi
love ya and im there for ya! ..miriah!