we'll all take turns ~~ I'm so angry. I shouldnt be, but I am. I feel as if I could set everyone and everything on fire with just my hate for it. It's not them, its me. I know that. But it's killing me to be this angry. Everything and everyone is so annoying lately and its such a pain to try and make conversation. I must assure you,it's really not them, its me being way over sensitive these days. Things are strange. I cant even try to care about anything anymore. I see the things I need to do but I cant feel any sort of desire to acheive them.(depression?) no this is something else. Something of an ironic moribid bitter happiness I suppose. Bittersweet. Its a sick sad world in lulu brain But As always I'll get over it. So dont you worry and lets have a fiesta! ayi yi yiyiyii!!! Ta Ta my children. I mean loves. -lulu-

Well this week has become a catastrophe There are so many things going on inside my head that i want a zombie bear to attack me and eat them all out. I know things could be worse. ButI just want everything to work out alright. If not, things will change. For better and for worse. I'm off to knock out my throbbing teeth. TaTa lollipops -lulu-

Why cant we all be robots. I wouldnt ever get sick. I wouldnt ever be the sad person when everyone is happy. I'd just perform programmed tasks and be all shiney and chrome. Oh those emotionless machines, they've got it made. I'm a maniac on the loose these days killing smiles and drowning in plastic humor ohh dear. lets hope this doesnt get too scary. Later cats. -LuLu- PS: robots dont have self confidence and self image problems, they dont have identity crisis's and they dont fall in love. so fuck me fred, why can't i be one. (note: yes, I'm a silly emo little girl, whachu gonna do?)

god damn, I'm such a scene kid. but...the good kind...right...? I hope. . . . anyways I'm excited! for school! I cant wait to start putting some new knowledge in this unused brain of mine. I'm just. . .excited. And you should be too, for LuLu is a happy camper. NO! not camper. I'm not camping! whats wrong with me!! my eyes!! Ahhh........buffalo!!! !!HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! . . . Whew. sry you had to see that. goodbye. ♥ -LuLu-

who am I kidding? I'm a bumbling fool trying to pass herself off as being cool.

woooo0oooo for new layouts! background compliments of..me! weee! I'm thinking a couple stackers, a couple cups of chai will be my savior. screw sleeping. theres only about 3 weeks of summer left, and I'm not going to spend them sleeping. ive got art art art and music on the brain. and o my brothers you cant wait to see what happens next. [NOTE:A clockwork orange is a wonderful book. and you learn a new language to speak in. and its the language of the cool kids] Ta loves ♥ -LuLu-

I've grown a lot of love for things since last night/this morning. ♥ sneaking out ♥ noelle's house ♥ cook school ♥ funny people ♥ vault ♥ lil chef ♥ marc riding in the trunk ♥ the ralfie story ♥ a clockwork orange ♥ Girls night ♥ cruising at night ♥ people ♥ sleep Deprivation ♥ Hot tea ♥ rhyming dictionaries ♥ mr.frankie, the stuffed monkey ♥ dillusion ♥ last night ♥ this morning ♥ right now. more days should be like these. Ta loves -LuLu

for once I've got goals and for once I'm working towards them This is a new and improved Lauren a happier, more in-control Lauren Woo isnt this exciting kids? you know you want to throw a party. and who the fuck is sonny moore?? someone please inform me. Ta Ta my dolly dolls. -LuLu-

Nothing has changed except my state of mind and that'll probably dissapear as it tends to do in this town I'm realizing how lovely medatation is and getting in touch with the more spiritual side of things we are just physical beings on a physical plane, containing our souls. zoning out. gotta go. ta ta dollies -lulu-

Inspiration! !!! Love!! Summer!!! These make Me a happy LuLu. I want to give everyone a hug. not just a hug but a.. GIANTBEARSUPERDUPERISCREAMFORICECREAM ....hug. Ta Ta dollies. -LuLu-

Grrr.. People really suck sometimes. Alright, is it really nessicary to go out of your way to point something out that makes fun of someone? I dont think so. They say they dont want to be judged but they are all just fucking hypocrites. They say they hate being copied well you know what you're fucking liars. So drown in your filth and your empty smiles and laughs that are at other's expense. I hope you choke on them. Sometimes I hate girls and the drama and gossip that often consumes their lives. It reminds me of why I hung out with guys all last year. Thankfully not all the girls I know are like that. I cherish those ones. The rare ones. ~*~ thanks to this little venting session, I have sucessfully returned to my wonderful loving state. Just not loving those people. Do you ever just sigh and get a feeling of love but not know what for? Maybe for life in general, maybe for the people you cant wait to see. who knows. But I do it alot. At the strangest times. anyways this is long Ta Ta dollies.

More ideas. More inspiration. More music. More art. Less sleep. Less interest. Less motivation. Less laughing. I'm feeling lovely balanced by the wonderful and horrible. School's almost out and I can almost taste the freedom. And it tastes like spaghetti. Excuse me, I meant: sPAgHHeeeeeTTi! love love dolly dolls. Ta Ta [.L.u.L.u.]

mmm I'm in a lovely mood. content. I want to frolic and lay in the grass while singing. Oh us wonderfully-dark-yet-happy-go-lucky people. We're quite the silly armadildos if I do say so myself. hail satan. hail satan, tonight. later dollies - your lovely cunt lulu -

Well I'm excited abooot spring break. yAY!!! Its ironic though that when I have things to do, I feel a little overwhelmed and dont want to do them. I think we call that being antisocial. But I'm going to do them anyways because I know it'll be fun. Such as last nights par-tAy, and todays showww. I hope there is music to dance to. I love dancing. Even though I have no skills what-so-ever. ..and my mom wont let me paint on my door. GrrRrrrR. This is Artistic Opression!! And I wont stand for it!!! ..oh wait yes I will. Because shes my mom. ................bastard! lovely lovely lovely ta ta dollies. ~Lola

~ I was watching my cat stare at her self in the mirror the other day and I was wondering what she was thinking. So I guessed, and heres what I came up with: "mmmmmyes I'm a kitty kat...mmmmyeah...a sexy distinguished kitty kat.....mmmyess mirror mirror on the wall...whos the fairest kitty kat of them all???...(no response)....thats right, I am! I AM!!!....I'm the fairest kitty kat in all the land!!!!!!!......now I must tend to licking my asshole." or atleast..thats what I'd be thinking if I were her. ~ WeeEeEeeeeeeEE!!!!!!!! Snow days make me happy... ....in pants. ta bitches. -LoLa-

~ I hate I hate I hate I hate I hate I hate I hate I hate I hate I hate I hate I hate I hate myself. ~ Lola wants to eat your brain meats. Ta ~

Hush little baby dont you cry, Mama's gonna scream you a lullaby. ~ I'm sick I'm sore I'm dead I'm a whore I'm angry I'm dirty I'm alone It's 1:30 I'm in love and I hate it I hate her and I love that I dont care. ~ So thats what I'm feeling right now. Grounded- dont really care. except for the not-seeing-dan part. ~ I'm reading a collection by Douglas Adams starting with "the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy". I'm loving it. I'm gounded for a while, so why not read 5 novels consecutively. ~ I developed my first roll of film in the dark room yesterday. Twas wonderful. It really was. Only about 3 pictures turned out. but it was still great. ~ well thats about it. I'm just a bored and sick teenage nothing. isnt it gorgeous. ta ta bitches [|o|a]

So I'm home sick, I havent combed my hair or gotten dressed since I got out of the shower 2 hours ago, and I have large dark circles under my eyes. I look like hell. and I kinda like it. I got bored and so ofcourse..I took a random survey!!! yAy!!!!! So heres everything you could ever possibly know about me...except not really. enjoy! [randomosity]Created by thetoasternetwork and taken 5830 times on bzoink!What's a weird fear you have that no one else probably does?clusters of circles...so wierdIs not Jon Stewart great?yesWhat song are you listening to?flinstones theme song remixBest face wash/acne fighting product?thats a stupid question and you cant make me answer...bitchHow loud do you sneeze?pretty fucking loud, when im alone. but in public i try to keep em quietDo you like your handwriting?umm ...sureUgliest color you've ever seen?brownish green...yuckDoes having matching socks matter to you?lol not at all. sometimes i dont even have wear the same lengthed socks.If you were in band, what would you call it?ultrasex or the foxy grandma brigade or dressed to KILLLast time you were on a plane?never..everHave a digital camera?yes sirHow big is your TV?too bigHave you ever heard of Mystery Science Theater 3000?yes.. i mean no! i mean who told u about that?!!!was it the squirells?How many pillows do you sleep with?3 but usually end up throwing 2 of them in the middle of the night bc they are stupid sXe.. good or bad?what? .....STOP LOOKING AT ME!?!?!Most annoying commercail ever?RPM autosales, that song makes me want to KILL..well more than usual.Lamest pick-up line ever?" if i were a fly, id land on you..cuz yo're the shit" ...the lamest yet the coolest.Dumbest song ever?pretty much any icp song.Worst way to die?by accident. like you trip on the sidewalk, spill coffee on you and burn your face then fall into the street and a taxi runs over your head.sm00sh! ...or something like that.Who's the funniest comedian?probably Denis Leary. Hes fucking NuTsSS!. I L0ve it!!Ever been in a car accident?kinda. we just hit something and spun into the ditch. But i was stoned, so i thought i was gonna dieEver had braces?fuck yes. they suck big time. especially when you make out for hours on end. tee hee tweee lala heeDo you know HTML?somewhat. cant really build from scratch though.What's the most useless class in school?porbably speech, or in my case, all of them.Best Jones Soda flavor?berry lemonade or fu fu berry..I'm very indecisive.Something you collect?bodies. bwahahahaSomething you're allergic to?mariah carreySomething you wish would die?Mosquitos, Reality tv, Rosie O'DonnellCreate a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! well there you have it. Ta Ta my children. -LoLa-

crimson regret pretty lament my razorblade sex is time well spent ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i dunno what to write in here anymore nothing seems important enough to write down just been thinking alot ..never good... things are very clear. and darlin, clarity aint what its cracked up to be sometimes living in fiction is better for the self esteem however dillusional it may be. well thats my fucking fabulous and interesting life for ya. until next time. ta ta bitches -LoLa-

3 cheers for being antisocial! hip hip. h00ray! hip hip. h00ray! hip hip. H00RAY! ...bleh, I dont know why. And I dont care to figure it out. Ta Ta lovaaaaaaaaass ♥ [|.u..u]