again, i know it's been a long while since i have been here to share with all of you the most interesting aspects my life has to hold. Not much to really update everyone on. My band has been practicing like crazy to get good enough to play this fucking show and i hope to fucking hell that we are good. Anyways I also tihnk i may have met someone. Still in the early process of getting to know her and stuff but to say the least she blew me away. i also have a big damned soccer tournament this weekend in kentucky. it wouldn't be so bad if this show wasn't so close because we do need the practice but there is nothing i can do. anyways i hope everyone else's life is looking up, especially all these emo kids around this shit. later EmoSux Ryan