distance, why does distance have to be so damned confusing. If it is only a number, why does it keep so many people away from each other. How can you be so close to a person but feel so distant from them and vice versa. It is such a confusing thing distance is. I dunno i just got a lot of shit running in and out of my mind lately but distance is just a main thing. She knows I'm writing about her, she'll know it when she reads it. Well school has sucked balls like normal the past few days. I failed my damn english test but that's the only class i'm doing bad in, and it's my native speak, what the fuck? My name is Ryan. I'm done with caring what all of you have to say. I hate bullshit and that's all i am gettting lately, a full plate of bullshit. So you're either with me or against me, if you're against me then get the fuck out of my way i don't need you. i'm sick of being lead on. you can only be treated like a ragdoll so many times before you start to do something about it. how can you not know what you're feelings are? they are your own fucking feelings, that makes entirely no sense at all. First I need you and then i don't, i feel like i'm on a damn teeter-totter, up and down and up and down, why can't i figure myself out america and my friends from up north. Soon i will move to canada and get free health care