whenever you go out, i just get a sinking feeling in my stomach. school is back, been for about two weeks, i hate it already. sometimes i wish i could just leaaaaaaaaave and do something worthwhile. big show with the band coming up. we are opening for one of the biggest punk bands to come out of Indiana, Sloppy Seconds. I'm so fucking stoked. i have a job....also really lame.... i've gone off topic, but i can't help it, i'm trying to control myself. love.peace.unity.... Ryan David Rush IV